November 30th
A quiet, rainy Sunday.
A quiet, rainy Sunday.
In my months here I
have kept paper calendars on my desk. Single sheets, one month at a time. At
first it was to keep all of my yoga classes in order, to track my progress and
challenge my previous week’s goal. Then the sheets became my diary to keep all
social events in check; the who’s who and what’s where of my Wollongong dating
life. And then slowly it became for the purpose of distinguishing between all 4
jobs I held at one time, my work shifts colour-coordinated by company and
income.
There is something
so poetic and inspiring in these single calendar sheets themselves; the story
they tell of my chronological time here. How I spent my days, where I doodled
smiley faces, which life events were X-ed out and why… They have all been
folded neatly into the back of my Australian scrapbook. A different, but
equally valuable form of documenting my adventures here.
But November will
be my hardest month to tuck away. Not to write off December (I can’t even pause
to accept the fact that tomorrow is
December … how!?), but it sure will be hard to top the month that concludes
today. I’m sitting here smiling just looking at the days that have come and
gone. And while typically I would feel pure excitement with this brand new,
fresh December page staring up blankly at me, I can’t help but already feel a
little nostalgic.
It all just happened
too quickly.
This was the month
I wanted to last…
But how could I ever waste a moment here wishing I could change a single thing about it? It might have been my best month, in my best year to date. I could probably even narrow that month down to a handful of days. How many people can identify their exact best days to date? I am so grateful for that. And grateful for the fact that I have had about a bajillion ‘best days’ in my young so-far life. If I ever even thought I had a reason to be sad for a single moment in my life here, I’d hope one of you would help snap me out of that by any means necessary!
But maybe it simply set the bar for all of my months to come…
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